WARNING: THIS POST CONTAINS SEXUALLY EXPLICIT PHOTOGRAPHS OF A MISOGYNISTIC NATURE
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Heavily medicated as I am for other problems, my cock has been reduced to a slack tag of flesh, so I’ve been prescribed V1agra. I’m worried it won’t work so I haven’t used it yet. V1agra doesn’t work unless one is turned on , and I don’t have a woman to love or make love with – the story of my life – so I’m going to have to test it by using pornography.
To that end I’ve been working through my collection to find my favourite images, images I’ve returned to over and again to wank over. Almost none of them are conventionally pornography in that they neither depict naked women nor normal sexual acts.
Instead they mostly depict women in situations I can best call parasexual acts, acts that are essentially humiliating, or uncomfortable, or painful, or all three. Clearly I can only imagine sexual fulfilment for myself in situations where women are robbed of choice, pleasure and control.
My sexuality, shaped by my very stunted life experiences and my sense of women not wanting me, is deeply vicious and malign.
I could overwhelm this post with the hundreds of images I’ve selected for the V1agra, so I’ll reduce them to representative photos that sum up how perverse my sexual motivation are.
I don’t think my sexuality was always this vicious, I think my inclinations are largely a reaction to the frustration and sexual disregard I have always experienced from women.
Take for granted that many of the photographs dwell on the sexual and excretory possibilities of women’s bottoms – I won’t detail these here, having detailed them in an earlier post.
Looking through all these photographs I understand why my masturbatory obsessions are vicious and abusive - most men using porn are seeking to re-play the experiences they have had with their lovers, and so want nudity and normal sex depicted in photos and videos. I have been denied those experiences by women - women have never desired me so I wish to see and imagine them in situations where they feel pained and humiliated like I do, and in situations where they have no choice over what a man does to them
I’m not turned on much by the sight of women’s cunts, I think they can look pretty, but they don’t excite me much. That said Carla Fernande3 looked inviting in these photos.
I'm not a fan of pubic hair when it's partly shaved as above, and though I don't mind the touch of a woman's pubic hair, visually I prefer to see women with a completely waxed and peachy clefted mons.
Here are two excellent examples, The first three of a lovely unknown chinese woman and the last of porn star VVendy James.
Nice bum as well
But usually I’m only turned on by a photo of a woman’s cunt if it’s gaping open so far that I can see the neck of her cervix. Such photos are rare and usually badly done. This one turns me on because the woman is holding her cunt open herself, the neck of her womb is visible and she’s having her period.
This is another good one even though medicalised by the use of speculums, but again a good clear view up to the mouth of their wombs.
Although - as I've said - I have dealt in depth elsewhere with my heavy sexual fascination for bottoms, it will be impossible for me to write here without acknowledging it to some degree because it's so central to my sexuality.
A representative example of this obsession are the following photographs of early 90s porn actress K1tty Yung. I found her very attractive, particularly for her very oriental face and her body, which was slender but yet still had a round and shapely bum. I have a variety of sets of her, almost all featuring her being bummed , and a video of her being bummed so violently that her head repeatedly smacks against the hard back of a chair, but the photo I’ve most often wanked over, a straight-forward pose of her kneeling with her back to the camera and her buttocks well spread to show a neat and inviting arsehole.
A much more subtle example of the same obsession, a 30 year old photo from Mayfair magazine at its suburban best – a domestic setting, a fully dressed young woman in conventional blouse and skirt, a pretty face, a hint of promise, and just enough bottom on view to suggest what’s going to be on the menu.
Another 30 year old photograph, again conventionally dressed, again a slightly androgynous model, this time in uniform, probably from a spanking magazine called Roue or Janus. It still gives me pleasure because it helps me fantasise getting my own back on all the girls who showed me such contempt and disregard in 5th and 6th form. And of course, she’s baring her bum, which is what I like best.
And another photograph about 30 years old from possibly the first spanking magazine I ever bought, which I like for the same reasons as the one above, but in which the young woman gives off a strong sense of submissiveness, and she has such a lovely big fleshy bottom and thighs.
J0anne Guest, a woman who I’ve wanked over since the early nineties. Unusually for glamour models J0 became a celebrity and TV presenter for a while, so I know what her voice sounds like, know she’s quite funny, and know she has trouble pronouncing “th” sounds. She’s had a gorgeous figure from her late teens to her mid/late 30s, and although she never did hard porn, I always favoured her because of her signature poses, lying on the floor arching her back to stick out her bum, and even more than that, standing and deeply thrusting her bum at the camera so that her cheeks part widely and her arsehole shows.
She has a very attractive arsehole, a small vertical slit surrounded by a neat pink starburst areola of pucker. Even in her mid 30s she has no skin tags or piles, so I guess she rarely suffers from constipation and rarely if ever lets her boyfriends bum her. Having seen up the bums of a number of long-term anal sex actresses, like N1na HartIey, I know the arseholes of women - and men - who take a lot of buggery quickly get reduced to ragged slack pits.
Jo hasn’t worked for a couple of years, but even as a woman on the verge on middle age, she looks a plump treat.
An unknown model but a great photo, it shows off her legs, hands and face whilst keeping the focus of interest on her spread bum and neat arsehole.
A turn of the millennium photo of a Chinese woman in the USA again fully dressed and showing her arsehole in a public place.
Probably my favourite photograph on the spread bum theme, porn actress Sabr1na Maui in a full ody kneeling pose hauling apart the cheeks of her bottom in so blunt a way as to shout unmistakably "look at my arsehole ". She can stand along with Kitty Yung as an example of my liking for oriental women.
Many of the philipina, chinese, korean, and japanese porn actresses in the States specialise in anal sex, and I wonder whether there is any connection with the claim that the word cornhole for anus or buggery came from chinese prostitutes who came to service the indentured chinese railwayworkers in the 19th Century and used to whore themselves for basic foods. Chinese people were considered bottom of the heap in the US in those days, held in even lower regard than blacks, so the prostitutes struggled for customers, and white american men looked on them as the lowest and cheapest prostitutes available. Preferring rice as a staple, but prepared to accept maize, their business cry was supposed to be "First hole rice hole, second hole corn hole" on the misunderstanding that their clients would pay more for vaginal than anal intercourse.
I’m attracted to European women and Oriental women but rarely to women of African descent.
A rare photograph of missionary vaginal intercourse to turn me on, I think because of the strong three-dimensionality of the cock going into her cunt.
Next is a vintage photograph probably from the USA sometime in the 40s. An unconvincing and uncomfortable stiff image of buggery, there’s no way that the man’s cock is penetrating the woman’s arsehole. That doesn’t matter – what turns me on is the sense of discomfort, the public nature of the act, and the position of the woman, her dress thrown up and her body bent in an impersonal unloving position that reduces her to a rectum to be packed with cock.
A good bumming photograph in an unusual pose – a good-looking if over made up woman with a good body and some emotion on her face, which is rare. I have the full set and unusually for porn, the guy’s cock is buried up her arse to the balls in most of the photos. Usually bumming sets depict the cock up the woman’s arse only up to the glans.. The one thing I dislike about anal sets in commercial porn is that the women usually have enemas before they perform so they never have dirty bottoms. A bit of shit on her arse or his cock would make it even more of a turn on for me.
I’d love to stick my fingers up a woman’s bum like this. I once tried it and the woman didn't like it. Again, I’d prefer it if the woman to whom I was doing it had a dirty bum. As a substitute for the real thing this has to do.
Next a photograph from a set from a 30 year old issue of ERO magazine, which has always turned me on, mostly because the woman in the photo is getting no pleasure from the act depicted and her cunt is essentially being misused by having a rolled up copy of ERO itself stuck in it.
A photograph I find a terrific turn-on, a shoe that has been on a dirty floor right up a woman's cunt. It gives a whole new meaning to the observation that "women love shoes"
Here is a photograph of porn actress V1olet Blue, It was from a large set taken for one of the “Barely Legal” type magazines, in which readers were offered the chance to win the knickers she was using in the picture. Hence she pushed every pair into her quim and arsehole so that her smell would be on them, I’m always turned on by inappropriate insertions into female bodies, particularly with name models like V1olet Blue, but I'm also turned on by the thought of being able to smell her on them, fanny or arse.
ChIoe des Lysses did a lot of work in the 90s but is now reputedly trying to track down and get rid of all her old erotica. Most of her work was anally-oriented and a lot of it was Black and White, This is from a rare series of colour photos. There’s a famous self-taken photo of Robert Mapplethorpe with a whip handle up his arse. That’s supposed to be art, but I’d far rather look at Chloe with a whip handle up hers. As I’ve written, I like inappropriate insertions, and if i' s up a woman’s arse rather than her fanny, all the better. I like it that ChIoe is fully dressed and I think she’s very pretty. I’ve wanked over her a lot.
A good quality version of a photo I’ve had for decades – I love to see women bottle-slotting, and this girl is attractive and young to boot.
A late 80s model called Anna who appeared in PRlVATE a lot. She was no looker but had an ok body and was happy to put odd objects in her fanny. I like the utter inappropriateness of a coke can. A photo I’ve returned to again and again over the years.
As far as I know, the following model, “Randi” only appeared on the defunct “big insertions” specialist site , S1ckpuppie.com. She was feminine and boyish at the same time, and is one of my favourite models. She would stick al variety of things up herself. Again, I’ve wanked over her insertion photos a lot.
A blunt and anonymous anal fisting photo. It’s a shame we can only see the woman’s bum and feet, because her expression would be a delight to see. That must be very uncomfortable indeed, her rectum must be packed and her arsehole is clearly deforming as the fister’s hand is withdrawn. I have other photos of anal fisting, most with, as I prefer - the model's whole body and face visible, but this is the most extreme and so the one that turns me on most.
One of my favourite photographs. I often fantasise about burying my face between the cheeks of a woman’s arse, a woman who has been at work all day and who hasn't had a chance to have a shower or bath yet.
A funny and sexy public weeing photo - I like photos and videos of women weeing very much, just ordinary squatting wees but preferably taken in public.
I'm very turned on by seeing a woman getting a faceful of spunk - no pleasure in it for her, just for him at seeing her humiliated. This is one of the few topics I prefer to see in video because one can see the flickering moues of disgust as the spunk squirts into the woman's face and hear her gagging if the man spunks into her throat. The first image is the cover of one of the first hardcore magazines I ever bought and I love it that she's getting spunk in her eyes and nose, the second a compilation from a turn-of-the-nineties PRlVATE magazine which I like because the woman is playing with the spunk, the third my favourite, badly photographed by a boyfriend or husband I guess, one hand on his camera the other probably on his cock, and the woman clearly loathing the experience.
Soph1e Dee, a UK model who works in the USA. This is a recent photo of her venting a milk enema from her colon into another woman’s mouth. I like this because I find Sophie Dee with her cheeky face very attractive. GenerallyI prefer to see proper enemas being expelled, and the best photosets are usually Japanese - milk enema porn isn’t proper enema porn, as the women have had proper enemas before the session to clear their guts out. The Japanese in particular do proper enemas, so that the women usual vent an enema that is brown and shitty, and often do it in the street.
I'm not turned on by seeing the enema administered, only squirted out.
To see the sort of female defecation photos I wank over click here and scroll down.
I have a strong taste for abusive sado-masochistic pornography - some examples are posted here
Considering the nature of most of this porn - focused away from normal sex and straightforward nudity, oriented towards excretory organs and functions, pivoting on hate not love, I can only admit that my sexuality is deeply disturbed, probably from my sense that women feel sexual contempt and a desire to punish those I desire so much for being unavailable to me.
But I doubt my tastes will change now, nearer to the end of my life than the beginning.
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